i have long time didn come here and blog.....long time....since exam till now....

till holiday....remember is her b'day......dat day....i was really happy....she was really like everything dat i do for her....haha......until that friday.....we going out to sunway piramid.....yes...when we are walking to the bowling area....i duno wat to talk to her......yea...the movie....the archering....and the skate...but at the same time....i saw she msg-ing him.....i really feel dat....even thought i didn really see who was that....is like....i was making a fake face infront of her dat time.....but den.....i really wan to have the best moment with her dat day......yea.....i dun think we will be couple at all.....from the very start.....she has allready told me that....we are not suppose to be together...because of religion......it was the day i really enjoy.....i hug her.....i almost have tear in my eyes dat time....cus it will be the 1st time i hug her and also the last time to hug her.....come back home.....chatting with her at msn....she say that she was sms-ing him...but i feel abit pain la....but just abit...cus i am glad that she tell me who he is........

den sunday.....me,yuen hee,xin wei,wen jun have outing....at 1st.....is ok la....we are talking.....but then...later....they keep on run away from me and jia kent.....i really tired to chase them....haha...wat am i doing.....writing some stupid thing here....haha....that time,they went to wong kok and eat.....actually i wasnt tired.....i am starting to get emo....they are talking....and the same feeling come back.....being left out......but thanks to yuen hee....kick me...haha....make me back to myself abit....now a days i really feel dat she also like me...or maybe i am just being paranoid again..haha..yes..i was really scare of losing her..but....i cant do anything to force her to like me.....just wait or just wait for her to say again that she dont like me.......