today...when i was inside the ice-ring....i felt that why am i here today...i am not suppose to be here....it makes me remember the memories dat me and her....is really hurt...today i skate alone 4 awhile....i was like skating as fast as i can....and when i hold yijing hands....i remember the time that i hold her hands....skate together....and the first and last time i hug her....all the memories....why am i there....i should not be there...makes me keep on remember her...when i sit down there....feel tired....looking at the ring...makes me remember the scene that is inside the ring....

but now...those are just memories...cus make be the memories be4....all are fake...just a illusion dat is just make me happy...but...i must wake up to face the reality...she is allready other people girlfriend.....is ended....