2day the whole day....staying at class....alone...same feeling....those cold....listening to those laugh and noisy.....makes me almost wanted to cry....but i didn...lucky i went to toilet....and wash my face....keep on thinking if this world without me....it will be the same....if somedays....i died....will anyone cry for me....or even notice me??.....

2day...just saw her with wen jun....because when i saw her....those feeling dat i cant express came again makes me wanted to avoid her....i think i cant talk to her face to face....maybe is because i like her....she is deep inside me....i cant froget it.....

talking to her now...i have those feel...feeling happy....cus everytime on9 sure saw her away....well...is already satisfied for me....haha...

another blog....dat i should put this as emo...sad...unhappy...everything that i feeling sad or others...think i will post it here....if i give u this blog url....means i really trust u....pls...dun tell others...i really mean that....i dun feel like being betray again by my friends...i have being betray 2 times...i am a guy dat dun easily trust frens around me now.....even jia kent i dun tell......cus he is not the same guy as last time anymore....and pls dun link me....

well...sad.....i was kinda avoiding her.....because...i duno how to tell out this feeling...maybe is because dat i scare....cant face her.....but when i saw her with that face......makes me more.....haiz...cant express my own feeling also.....